ok so really why is life so hard? The last few weeks of my life might just have been the hardest ever. Moving out, mustang broke down, wrecked the truck on Monday, is it ever going to end. Seriously people I don't have a money tree in my back yard...oh wait i don't have a back yard anymore. Sometimes I think it's going to be ok and then SMACK right in the face with something else. I really just wish someone would tell me excatly what to do and what the answer is to all these problems. I'm trying to stay strong for my girls but really all i want to do is stay in bed because everyday when i get up, something else bad happens...my head hurts, my body hurts...hell everything hurts. Next week I start counseling so I am hopeful that will provide me with some much needed answers. I'm thinking this blog might become a daily release for me for awhile so i hope you all don't get tired of hearing my ramblings. I just want all of you out there that have helped me through this just how much i love you and appreciate you. Momma, you have helped me way more than any one person should have too. I promise to one day repay the favor, I honestly do not know what i would do without you. Grandpa Elwood, you saved the day when i needed you when i wrecked the truck, i am very grateful for all that you and nancy have done for me. Aunt Deb, Uncle Don, Kelli, I love you guys very much and am very thankful for all the help you have given me in the last month. Just knowing that you are there helps.